touch?

just a piece, i sat behind the keyboard, freestyled and wrote. enjoy;

where have you gone?// have i lost it?// for the 5th time this month?// lost touch?// or just not touching enuff?// not having time to touch?// not wanting to kiss you and clutch?// misplaced pen and such?// but i do still love// just not loving enuff to touch?//not leaving me time to discuss// how i just don't want to touch it// cause i wont get deep enuff// scratching the surface is not enuff// pushing small conversation is not enuff// nodding your head and agree-IN is not enuff// not wanting to touch?// not kissing you and clutch?// misplaced pen and such?// but i do still love// give me distance, i don't need you assistance to fix my existence, to bad your persistence gives me nothing but resistance// we co-exsist and DONT need to touch// just listen because my time is precious// accept it, i am so much// to much// you don't want any back talk, blackboard diagram painted... chalk, slitting words, girl giving more than two thirds, you just want to touch// but i do still love// to bad for you cause you hands, lips, tear drop drips, i wont touch// i, lost touch?// i, just don't wanna touch you cause you don't know much.

*alternate ending;
you don't want any back talk, blackboard diagram painted... chalk, slitting words, girl giving more than two thirds, you just want to touch// but i do still love// i love me enuff to know that if we touch// we can't go back in time and such// erase the fact that we were once, together we, touched// i wont touch// because i love me enuff to know that you aren't much.

^and i MIGHT read it soon// catch me at your local coffee house :]