disposable women

and i am no where near that.
i was on some good shiet last night, far from just another female, just another girl you kissed, just another "chick"// 3 in the am rants with jimmyguy, he's insides scoops, he's dope. a TRUE dope guy, super sweetsweet [even when he's rollin :] and he opened my eyes// directed me BACK to what i already knew... BE SURE, in what i do and HOW i do it, sweetsweet advice, sweetsweet open eyes// NO ILL FEELINGS, too much love for that KID. my old kid, ages past kid... man oh man. I AM WHO I AM. never scared to be "HER"// I AM WHO I AM. my intellect, is different. my SELF-respect, is different. my vocabulary, is different. my views, are different. i am somebody you would LOVE to have in your life// and i love being in some's :] i am NOT just some girl... it takes a lot, but if you want to see it; truth is, it's on the GUY. you want to see it? show me, gimme a time of day; ask me REALLY and i'll answer it from ME. "a mind is a terrible thing to waste" [random words from last night's gourmet book] trust, mine isn't going to waste// and i wont be a waste of time....... personal add, much?

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ew at girls that get WASTED and are rude and dumber than usual. that is sooo NOT attractive, to be fallin over yourself and yellin at people, ACCUSING people of drinkin your "jager" when you drank it all YOURSELF// walk outside and expect someone to chase you, only to end up sitting on a lonely sidewalk by YOURSELF crying your eyes out... and come back to the party and YELL at the person trying to calm your DUMBASS down// shiet, i am TOO fly to give a shiet, hence the reason she was outside BY HERSELF. haha, but anywho... it's just NOT cute to be drunk and falling over yourself, hell, it's NOT cute to be rude// YOU MAKE WOMEN LOOK BAD.

because ladies don't get drunk.